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demiurgos_girl[Despite the fact that the video just comes on, it's easy to feel the sheer amount of panic coming through the screen. The camera is jostled several times, until it shows Elaine kneeling in front of it, submerged in a kaleidoscope of colors. All around her are glowing orbs. Green ones, blue ones, orange, all of them spinning rapidly. More appear by the second. Too many. The space in her room is rapidly growing smaller.]
It's... too many, could someone...
Just help me... [She bows her head, hands to her temples, trying to fight back the gigantic migraine working its way into her system.] I don't want to know. I don't!
[And in her fit of panic, she does something that will take her quite a while to recover from.] Would you kindly come here!
[She shivers, knowing that she's crossed a line.]
[[Longish OOC note: Tie, this is kinda different from what we talked briefly about... please tell me if it's not okay, and I'll change it. Sorry to everyone for being so slow. :\ I don't have internet at home. Okay, so Elaine's fear is basically being omniscient (in this case she can feel everything happening on all of those planets). Of course she won't be reading your mind or knowing what you're doing without your permission, but if you want that to happen please ask me. Either way, feel free to reply! :P And, uhm, if you guys want your own character to have omniscience for what's left of the event, then it's mostly the whole "finding out what people actually think of you" and stuff like that. Stuff your charcters generally don't want to know. :)]]
It's... too many, could someone...
Just help me... [She bows her head, hands to her temples, trying to fight back the gigantic migraine working its way into her system.] I don't want to know. I don't!
[And in her fit of panic, she does something that will take her quite a while to recover from.] Would you kindly come here!
[She shivers, knowing that she's crossed a line.]
[[Longish OOC note: Tie, this is kinda different from what we talked briefly about... please tell me if it's not okay, and I'll change it. Sorry to everyone for being so slow. :\ I don't have internet at home. Okay, so Elaine's fear is basically being omniscient (in this case she can feel everything happening on all of those planets). Of course she won't be reading your mind or knowing what you're doing without your permission, but if you want that to happen please ask me. Either way, feel free to reply! :P And, uhm, if you guys want your own character to have omniscience for what's left of the event, then it's mostly the whole "finding out what people actually think of you" and stuff like that. Stuff your charcters generally don't want to know. :)]]
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on 2010-11-09 06:44 am (UTC)You're- [The rest of her sentence manifests itself straight into Rei's head.] -a god! The throne of heaven is... the primum mobile is... [The thoughts are tumbling out of her head faster than Elaine can understand them.]
Ayanami Rei. Yui Ikari. Lilith, the second angel. [A small part of her knows she's wrong, but...]
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on 2010-11-09 01:18 pm (UTC)Still, there's something kind of repugnant about being called by another person's name, so it's a moment before she replies.]
And you?
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on 2010-11-09 11:53 pm (UTC)[That's a new one. Now Elaine's sure she's wrong. But the more she thinks about it, the more she knows her father's last name was Demiurgos, but she had always stuck with Belloc. She always had. It was her choice, wasn't it?]
Elaine Belloc. [She has to force those words out.] Lilith, I'm scared. I shouldn't be able to do this, not while Mhairi is alive...
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on 2010-11-10 12:18 am (UTC)Can you stop it?
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on 2010-11-10 02:37 am (UTC)Jack will be here soon.
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on 2010-11-10 02:44 am (UTC)My AT Field...
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on 2010-11-10 02:55 am (UTC)[Video]
on 2010-11-10 03:02 am (UTC)But she's not Lilith...right?]
...What would I do with it?
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on 2010-11-10 03:12 am (UTC)[Video]
on 2010-11-10 03:18 am (UTC)Stay out!
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on 2010-11-10 03:31 am (UTC)I can't! You're the mother of Shinji. You pilot Unit Zero-Zero. You were murdered by Naoko Akagi in 2010, and you died again to kill an angel. You caused the First Impact.
You think I want to know?
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on 2010-11-10 03:35 am (UTC)I'm Rei!
[At least, she thinks she is. It's hard to know.]
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on 2010-11-10 03:37 am (UTC)... [Elaine finally settles back down. The AT field blurs the connection, and she begins to calm.] What kind of monsters did those things to you...
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on 2010-11-10 03:41 am (UTC)[She wants to deny that he's a monster, because there's still a fog of pseudo-affection surrounding her memory of him. But she knows well enough the lengths he was willing to go to to get back to Yui.
She shakes her head.]
Stay out.
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on 2010-11-10 03:54 am (UTC)[Video]
on 2010-11-10 03:57 am (UTC)[Because destroying things is just...part of existence to Rei.]
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on 2010-11-10 04:02 am (UTC)Okay. [There was once a time when Lucifer saved Elaine by destroying billions and billions of souls. And Elaine never really said anything about it. That same feeling starts to return, now. Pragmatism.]
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on 2010-11-10 04:06 am (UTC)[But she won't offer to help. She doesn't want to get close to Elaine right now.]
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on 2010-11-10 04:10 am (UTC)[Video]
on 2010-11-10 04:12 am (UTC)