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[Elaine had flown out high, happy to be rid of the underground shelter, and is now standing at the top of a ruined skyscraper. She looks pale- and there's a thin layer of sweat on her forehead. The wind whips her hair and clothes, the feathers of her wings, and stings her eyes as she looks far out toward the glowing lake.]

I've been lonely before. I've had a role to fill, or responsibilities to play out, sometimes things I look back on and I regret, so much. [She huffs, her expression softening quite a bit, eyes downcast.] But I know personal responsibility, too. There are some things I... [She shakes her head, kicks at a piece of debris to send it flying off the building.] It's one thing to be a part of something, and another to be that something. I've always been me- and I like who I am. I've never been in love, or I have, maybe, but that's mine. Whether it's in my future or past, or whatever, it's something sacred to me. [She lays her hands over her heart, one on top of the other.]

And it's sacred because it means something only to me. Call it selfish, but- [She shrugs, letting her hands drop to her side. She doesn't know what else to call it.]

[With another glance toward the lake, she turns to face the camera now, tilting her head to keep her hair from being blown over her face.] ...I haven't seen Jack, this whole time. Where- If you know where he is, please. I don't want to think that he-... He's my friend. And he gets lonely enough even without the events. [She bites her lip, blinks.]

[Suddenly coming back to her senses, she folds her arms in front of her and a blankness takes over her expression. She's talking so much more than she thought she would, but she's lonely, and here it seems like she's talking only to the sky. And speaking of that- she looks to the side, where just a part of the giant on the horizon can be seen.] Rei, I think we need to talk.

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If it's any comfort--if we're talking about the same person, I don't think Jack was ever in the shelter.

[A pause on her end, because she's suddenly a little scared. She had always assumed that she just didn't see him. And that now he was... dead. But not gone.]

...What does that mean?

I'm hoping it means he went home.

[Another pause on her end, although this one is very looong.]

...We'll know when all this clears up, I guess.

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[Wow, okay, chick with wings. Dave didn't think he'd see that after his doomed self went and became a sprite. Welp. He'll ask later, maybe.]

sup elaine
im checkin yes to everything in that speech
guess wed all be considered selfish pieces of shit
if it means staying me and not becoming a puddle of orange juice then ill take that selfish mantle and wear it like a motherfucking king
dunno who this jack guy is

Edited 2011-09-05 16:16 (UTC)

[Although she usually doesn't show her wings around the network, she forgets now and then (especially during her introspective videos). And, of course, she has to show them whenever she's flying.]

Hi, Dave.
I wouldn't call it a speech. I didn't mean to talk that much. ^_^
It's good to know you're still here, anyway.

after all this shit id be talkin up a storm myself
goddamn
that is why we should never be locked in a small room like that for more than three days
yeah im still here
cant get rid of this coolkid that easily
besides itd suck really bad to be reduced to a puddle on the ground
not my idea of kicking the bucket

Me neither.
Although I haven't given it much thought, but I really don't want to be a puddle.

This place looks really bad.

i can think of plenty of ways to go on the spot thats better than that

yeah like world war iii came and went after like three fucking days
im out here with my bro
kind of ignoring the lake of tang