[It's a difficult question for Hotaru, too, and she sits in silence briefly while she considers. She hadn't been meant to survive past the age of four or five, and most of her life had been spent in physical discomfort and emotional alienation. Add to that the recently awakened other side of her, and she barely even knew who she was herself anymore, or where she fit in.] I was only just beginning to enjoy it when I had to leave. I never had before that.
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