demiurgos_girl: (The Yahweh Dance)
Elaine Belloc ([personal profile] demiurgos_girl) wrote2010-09-30 10:29 pm

[Video]

[Elaine had set her device to record like a video camera, but in her excitement hadn't realized that she had set it to transmit to the whole Mansion. Her room is dark, at first.]

[There's a slow exhalation of breath that can be heard from Elaine, next to the camera, as the room slowly starts to fill with green light. The source of the light is a small glowing orb that grows brighter each second, but stops before the room is properly lit.]


I did it. Happy, Lucifer? [There's a touch of bitterness in her voice. She stands up from where she was sitting, reaching out her hand toward the orb. Two tendrils of light reach out like waves of mist, touching her hand. The orb, which really seems to be made of nothing but smoke, starts spinning faster.]

Mhairi, meet Wonderland. Wonderland, meet Mhairi. [The orb is still accelerating, until Elaine's hair whips around her face from the wind. Then everything falls into equilibrium, the orb still spinning, but the world around it no longer reacting.]

I've never been this tired before.

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[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-09-30 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Am I? [She looks away. Yes, she obviously is.] Lucifer is my uncle. I look up to him a lot. He wouldn't be Lucifer if he didn't leave me.

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-09-30 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
...I am. A little bit. I don't know why.

If you asked me if he'd leave me, I'd say yes. So I saw it coming, I suppose, just... not so soon. Maybe I'm mad at the Queen. [She sighs.] Mhairi is... [She gestures vaguely, then trails off, unsure of what she wants to say.]

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-09-30 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I just felt like I needed to make it. Maybe it's proof that I can, or it's just... proof that I don't need him. That I can still do this on my own.

...I have a responsibility to control my power. And I need to learn how. He said this would be a good way to learn.

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Is it? [She smiles. That cheers her up.]

It's beautiful, on the inside. I can feel it...

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing sentient. Just animals, plants, insects... [She smiles again.] I never thought about how good it would feel, to be connected to so many living things.

[identity profile] second-first.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Rei's quiet for several moments, thinking about this.]

Are they part of you?

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's more like I'm a part of them. [But now she's getting into a topic she'd rather not discuss: how fragile and vulnerable Mhairi actually is.]

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
As long as I can keep it alive. I don't know for sure. But it seems like it's doing well enough, so far.

[identity profile] second-first.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Will it hurt when it dies?

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Please, Rei, not when. If. And I don't think it would hurt, just be disappointing. Sad.

[She tries to cheer up.] But for now, it's alive and well!

[identity profile] demiurgos-girl.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, now Elaine sees where Rei was going with the questions.] Thanks.

[identity profile] second-first.livejournal.com 2010-10-01 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[She smiles. Just slightly.]